I’m not going to beat around the bush with this one. I’ve been reading a devotional every morning, and I will admit that conviction is REAL! The 21-day devotional has been an absolute blessing for me.
I completed the last day of the devotional on yesterday after having a difficult week. Those feelings of, “what am I doing, what’s the true size of my mustard seed, where is my faith,” resurfaced again. Before I knew it I was on my way to having a pity party. As my dad would say, “Wrong Answer!”
I have to admit. This path has been scary. It would be even more frightening though if I didn’t have people praying for me, and neglected to have a relationship with God. I received a reminder last week that didn’t feel so good.
Who’s holding me back? ME! That’s right, M-E! I was afraid to take that leap. I said you know this won’t work unless I do some things that I’ve never done before. So, I did it. I signed up for a pass the scope surrounded with beautiful brown women that looked like me. We hopped on Periscope Thursday evening and supported each other’s goals and dreams. It was amazing.
I kept saying that my next heart goal on Periscope was 50k and I finally made it.
My fear of the unknown was keeping me from achieving that goal. I was clearly put on this earth for a purpose. How dare I be selfish and not share it with the world! My goal for the next 3 weeks is more scoping, more networking, and more grinding. My abundance is definitely around the corner.